...it's cool to do 3D modelling with Cinema4D. though i must inquire about the lack of textual tutorials. there are lots of video tutorials, but there are just so little text tutorials. i wonder why.

anywaaaay...
this hiatus will continue for some times now. i'm officially overloaded with communication plans, i have zero resources left for artistic escapades.

...i hope my quality improves.

...what i've learned from modelling with Shade...

SHADING.

...so much for so little...

well, who said life's fair anyway?

just when i'm working some projects, i've got my schizophrenic episode, and i end up so god damn mellow.

...next time i had such an episode, i better find valium first.

dunno.. Tatsunoko's Gatchaman sounds nice...

crap. i'm not really an artist by profession, it's just that making artwork is my hobby, else than sitting in front of my pc and doing literally nothing as the music played.

and lately, my brain is occupied with other things, there are cute girls here and there, there's an attractive girl there, there's one of my ex around, there's this thesis i'm working on, there's this strategic campaign design i'm working on, there's this quest for visual rhetoric theory, and there's this quest for my form of art.

despite of them, there are several other things i'm trying to do. writing an article, writing a novel, writing down an analytic report, teaching classes.

with such loads on my brain, i can't even put a form and expression to the creative idea i'm trying to think. and i haven't even sucessfully draw anything since...

allright, it was a burnout, but it didn't improve. if my brain kept on decaying like this, i'll be a dead artist any time soon...

like all the usual free commission stuffs, just send me a request and a key concept, along with some descriptions of the requested artwork... and i'll make it as soon as my realworld load permits.


that's that